I’m back!

Dear reader,

Too bad time goes by so fast. Only two months ago I signed myself up for Kermis FM. Ten days of radio and television live from the biggest carnival in the Benelux! And only six weeks ago I heard that I could be a part of this amazing event.

And now it’s all over. These ten days of broadcasting were amazing. I’ve met so many incredible people and I’ve learned so much. I had my debut as a radio producer, I did some camera work, I reported live from a few rides and I’ve had the best two weeks of my summer holiday!

I want to thank everyone of Kermis FM for letting me experience all of this. I can’t wait to see you all soon.

Hopefully I will see you all next year!

Much love,

Sam

I am sorry

Dear reader,

I often wonder what it’s like for my mom when I’m having a bad day. And I don’t mean those days when everything goes wrong. Good things can happen on my bad days. It’s just that I feel very low and down. And I don’t want to do anything on those days. I barely leave my room, don’t talk much and I’m not up for anything.

I hate those days and I hate myself on those days. But what does it do to my mom? I mean, it mustn’t feel good to see your kid acting all cranky (though I’m not exactly cranky) and doing nothing. She tries really hard though. Asking me if I want to do something, want to go somewhere or if I want to watch a movie. Or anything for that matter.

I’m really grateful for her trying so hard. I just don’t feel like doing anything on my bad days. I don’t want to bother anybody, cause I’m already bothering myself. And I’m sorry if it seems as though I am pushing you away. I really am sorry.

But don’t take it personally, mom. Cause I still do love you.

Much love,

Sam